"So maybe I don't belong here. So maybe after all, everything does happen for a reason. Maybe God wanted me to feel happy there. That's it, I don't belong here. I'm just waiting for God to make a move. These things that have comforted me, I drive away, this place that is my home I cannot stay. My only faith's in the broken bones and bruises I display.. This is just like an episode of The OC"